Sunday, November 22, 2009

HE LOVES ME so he Dries My Eyes.

-5,4,3,2,...Zzz! HIM, I meet him @ Starbucks we order the same thing ha! He looks at me and we exchange smiles.We Kiss We Touch We well You Know? He loves God.5 months pass he's dried my eyes, and made me smile and when I'm scared or sad he's there to hold me.On that Next month I have a huge diamond on my finger. He's an entrepreneur,I'm a fashion magazine editor/model. Similar to the first day only this time its hearts we are exchanging. Well gripping with our hands so tightly so that we never let go. The wedding was lovely on a beach dressed in all white. The greatest day of my life,I cry. I've never been this happy. It's sad when your used to being treated wrong. Its been 1 year and a half and I'm 5 months. He's furious with me but I promise its only my hormones. It's a boy,just as I wished. The beautiful baby comes out sometime in spring.

-We name him Carnell. He has eyes like his father with a nose like mines. The girls are beginning to drool over him in Elementary. He loves his parents very much. He's so smart.I remember one time he asked me if he could set up a romantic date for him and this lovely girl. Of course I helped him with the decorations. I met the young girl she was really sweet I just hope shes good for my bby Boy. He cares about her so much. I mean thats why he went all out with this date and bought her jewelry. I love my son, I love helping him with girls. Just want him to know how to treat a lady.

-Me and HIM are going through it but at the end of the day he still loves me. Promises me he will never leave me so I pray so =\ I still love having him to argue with.

-I cook for my husband. He loves me.

-2 years later I meet my Galicia for the first time on June 12th. Shes adorable,eyes like mines with hair like her fathers. As she grows she loves to laugh and smile. Stubborn eh :\ we will work on it. Shes entering her teen years. I just pray she doesnt go through the same thing I did at 14. I cried, when she cried. He just wasnt...what she thought .Her head is filled with many dreams. Dreams of being a fashion designer. She takes after her mother alot.

-Im close with both sides of my family. I love to throw family gatherings so that my family can stay close. Nothing makes me happier than to see my ALL of my family together.

-We travel alot, I love going to different places. Its where I stand on the beach with my husband and he holds me as the wind blows. My family loves me and I know it. I cry because Im happy. I hold his heart like its my life, well I mean it is. Im my husbands wife. There's no cheating because he loves me. And would never want to hurt me, he wants to grow old with me. I hate for him to see me cry I dont want him to think he's doing something wrong.

But then again he loves me.

Is it really impossible?Dreams.

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