Free write Real shit

I'm sorry If I havent been myself lately,well technically my old self.The person I was before the destruction.But this is me now. The me who has a hard time caring about certain things. My old niggas fuck it up for my future niggas. And my future niggas are steady telling me "But im the new nigga...And of course that nigga ain't me". But you become them niggas... after the first 2 weeks. Got comfortable enough to let me down. That's how I see it. Tell me all the sweet things so you wont see me frown. We go from flirting to fighting and from a Couple to some bro's. From loving to hating From being committed to having ho's. Got my girls complaining I'm not the same anymore. Wait! Why? So you can hurt me even more.